human shit Office lights hurt my eyes Hands shake throughout the day, if only slightly Nervous energy, seemingly leading to fatigue Gas Trouble breathing Difficult to look people in the eye Projecting extreme loathing Literally imagining the word HATE going into their head (from mine) No patience, trouble breathing, feeling hot and stifled Poor hair maintainance, caring less about personal appearance Jaw opened slackly as if in a stupor, slight bewildered temporarily throughout, corrected quickly, loathing returns Reducing people to stereotypes in blisteringly quick notions. Settles, make me feel better Heat returns, stifled. Finding myself in increasing erratic poses, a frowning miserable face, and looking uncomfortable Finding a questionable and concerned face Taking deep breaths to fill my lungs, more trouble, and laboured breathing Jaw aching, forehead aches from frowning Deep breaths, hot cold flushes Eyes fizz and tingle faintly Nothing so you'd notice Its Nothing you can hear Nothing you can touch Just when you start paying attention its gone All that you recognise is the silence after it