lift
did you give them a reference number, no?
why didn’t you give them a fucking reference number?
what are you doing this weekend
as you stand by the printer
no one wants to be here. I find this place depressing enough
I don’t want to know what your Fucking boyfriend did
or where you went on your fucking coupon holiday
or what he ‘says’
or what he calls ‘you’
or what his fucking opinion is on the soham murders
you
and
yours
I am
moody
moody
moody
moody
moody
moody
theres a girl to my left who doesn’t stop laughing
like
a
fucking
MACHINE
Her hair
flicks around
as she bounds pass
like a stupid puppy running into
The
road
HOHOHO
it sounds funny. but. am I really that bad tempered.
mouthed at me… do you want a water?
iMake a W
with my thumb and forefinger . both hands
I don’t leave because its safe. its safe, and im too lazy
christmas is coming soon. See.
now even you’re agreeing with me
just cheese. no, no butter thankyou. just a cheese sandwich. no thanks,
no salad. no thanks. no.
just cheese thanks. yeah, thanks. no, I know. just cheese.
theres a lift in my office. it keeps breaking down,
some of my work colleages have told me
how it broke down and the doors
o p e n e d
to show the wall once.
thefuckingfuckingGutsoftheLIFTthefuckingSoultheawfulthoughtsthatyourmotherwouldCryat
if
she
knew
back to my colleages: I smiled and said..
“Oh my..”
my smile faded and I continued my work.
I keep thinking the lift is going to fall with me in it.
or worse
chop me in half
as I go to leave
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